it wont be perfect without him D:
Kim Hyun Joong, the blonde hair guy in boys over flowers, is leaving SS501! Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm really really really SADD: he'll be on the acting route D; it's because boys over flowers that made me like this group till now D: he might not be the member that i like most, but his really funny and i love him like any other fans do D: the other 4 members might stay in SS501 and renew their contract, and maybe another member will replace hyun D: i really dun want a new member; i just want HIM! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh D: but i hope DSP entertainment will not let a new guy replace him; just 4 members will do D: super star, 5 member united forever as 1, ss501. hyun joong i wish u all the best D: love u D:

upcoming sunday
hello. ;D
this year, i go to churh every sat and sun with dor. :D during sat, its tuanqi from 7.45pm to 10pm. sunday is service and sunday sch. but tmr, which is sat, it wuld be sunday sch and sun wuld be service plus JIA TING BAI FANG. after service, my friends and i wuld go and buy some ingredients for cooking competition at my friend's hse:D i actually i look forward it, tough i only know how to cook egg and maggi mian. sry i'm so paiseh ): my friends and i wuld be grouped into teams; hope to be in the same team as dor :D
goodbye for now! i hope you guys can tag (:

hihi
sorry, but i no i have not been posting cause i'm always on facebook or youtube nowadays. i also cannot change blogskins dun to some probs in this laptop. my computer is spoiled too): i'll post once in a while. i promise :D

port dickson
today my choir teacher told the choir pupils tht there will be an overseas trip in december this year, maybe at port dickson. i asked my friend where it is and she said america, so i started smiling and grinning from ear to ear :D so nice for a school to bring me to america. i was real happy. at home, i told my mother about it and i was already laughing cos i was so excited and she smiled too(: just now, i surfed the internet and know wad? they told me port dickson is in malaysia. damn dissapointed ): knew that deyi is not so good...

compass point
yesterday(sat), and today(sun) i went to cp with dorothy.
ytd, went there at abt 3.30pm to shop for a while then at 7.30 go to church :) so we went to comics connection and i saw ss501's photo. i was just so happy! i bought their keychain and photo :D then shop somemore and went to macdonalds. dorothy went to order food while i choke* place. i was looking at the keychain and realised i bought wrongly. then i told dor abt it and i went to buy food. very ex): while eating, dor went to take tissue. she took alot and i laugh until i almost fell of the chair and now it was the time she laughed at me. aft awhile she took chili sauce and when she came back the chili sauce stained on her hand so i laugh again (: haha. aft eating when back to comics connection to change the keychain(: such funny days. tmw is a day which i will hate most: mon ): anyway 5 days is gonna pass quickly and it will be sat and sun soon (:

my 'friend'
sorry for not posting for so long. today will tell u abt my friend whom i hate called zahirah, a malay girl. i hate her for many reasons. she is very bitchy and ah lian. because her skirt is too long for her, she cut the skirt until it is above her knee and it's very short. yet, she still fold her skirt. i know it's because she wants attention on her thighs.
second thing is because she always lend things from ppl. not tht i am selfish la. everytime i will lend her th things she needs if i have. got 1 time she used my permanent marker and press it so hard and it nearly spoiled. if she wans to borrow things from me she will immediately stuff her hand to my pencil box without me saying anything. if i say i dun have, she will say ''nvm la. lend me other things''. argh!
third is cos she acts cute. when there is a stupid joke which is like 1% funny and she will laugh like hell until very loud. it is very very fake and i really wan to slap her! i can tell it as she stops laughing aft 1 or 2 sec and it's very obvious it's a fake stupid laugh.
forth is because she is very proud. if she gets high marks for a test she will be so happy and go arnd showing off. there's 1 time she failed her history test. i didnt even hear 1 word coming from her mouth and pretended to be very sad. today we got back our progress report card and we all did badly. many ppl cried. upon seeing tht, shee wanted attention and cried as well. it's so so fake! just took tissue and rubbed her eyes to pretend she's crying, then still tried to squeeze tears out from her eyes. as if it wuld happen.
because she is popular in class, she doesnt care abt normal not popular ppl like some of my friends and i. when my friend gave her some suggestions, she will not listen and turn away and we really hate her a lot.
16 march is her birthday and she went arnd telling ppl to have b'day party or wad b'day bash* or her. i hate her attitude because it is like shit! ):

the captain's ball match
i've returned from the match. it was tiring. anyway, these were the rules: the goalie must be a girl and the blocker must also be a girl. if a girl throws the ball to the gaolie, the team gets 2 points and 1point if it is a boy. i was the goalie for some times and had to stand on the chiar.
the first game was a tie. 1 church 2points and my team 2 points. i was the goalie for th first half of the 1st match. i managed to catch the ball that my friend passed me. i was happy:D then the 2nd half of the 1st match i was the attactker, i think. yx passed me th ball but i ran away cos i tot he will not be throwing it to me. so he 'oi!' me. it was very funny. this game wasn very stressful.
3nd and 4th match we lost as it was very tuff. skip>>>
the 2nd match was the one i was really angry abt.the oppenents were like so tall. i hated them as they kept cheating. one girl pushed me really hard and i was FURIOUS so i shouted 'the girl pushed me lor!' my intention was to let the oppenent hear wad i said. because i was furious, i wanted revench. 1 of the girl dropped the ball and she wanted to pick it up. i ran towards it and tried to snatch from her until i injured myself): my effort was not paid off as the umpire blew the whistle and was not counted. the people oso were very proud and was singing during the match. one girl was ' go glory! go glory! block him!' their church was glory smth. in my mind i was 'shit glory shit glory' they won 30+ points and my team o pts><
1 other match made me happy as i managed to pass the goalie 1 ball.
overall, we didnt win any matches but it was fun and i also managed to get vitD. thank you Lord!
the sad moment was how God felt when we are not listening to him. <>